it was not my choice, i never wanted it. i never even considered it as a possible choice. it was imposed to my life.
it was injected to my soul.
not that i suffer from it, or it annoys me. i've learned to live with it, to deal with it- not consciously though.
but that was never something i look forward to.
and whom might say we are responsible for each and every part of our life?
i say, no sir we are not.
i say, yes sir, there are certain limits.
but i also say, my limits are designed so high, i need not to worry about 'em.
yeah... take it from me. u'll see.