why not?

have a life so filled, so full, that there is no extra room for distractions, for disappointment.
this shall be my style from now on.
so where do we begin?

• unfinished books?
  
• English reinforcement?
• voice training?
  
  
  

how about all of them? after all, this is the life style i've been wanting for so long, i shall practice it from now on. 

i might start daily reports again.

finally

okay

now its finally time to find out what is my style.

whatever i choose today, will stay with me for a long while...

hay u guys... im asking u...

how do u see me?

what do u think is my style(generally in everything)?

p.s: i have a topic in my mind, and ive been wanting to write about it for a long time... maybe its finally the right moment to share all that guilt and burden? in the next post, i will write about it.

Ad hoc step 2

fewer words, are the best words.

PS: u cant just change a habit, but u can decide on it and try to change it

step 1

I have learned to learn the people who live around me,maybe cause that makes life much easier.

I can remember the conversation I had with M. He told me he wants to run a new mag.

I told him: u know I'm with u, no matter what. but i ask u to think again. he told me he won't, he said it was important to him, he said he needs to find out so many things... i told him... i said... oh i sad that I knew his reasons... I approve his reasons but I have my  reasons, too when I ask u not to do so.

I knew every reason he had. I got him surprised.

and I got me surprised.

After that night, he became a much better friend... as if he could trust me with any thing... he could tell me any thing.

 ...this habit of mine, has earned me a lot of good friends 

and I do enjoy when I see the trust they put in me.

but it's dangerous,too.I have also lost so many friends because I knew them too well... because I could remember too much details about them.

but this is not the reason why I'm gonna quit this.

it takes too much time, too much energy.

i need to spend that time  on just one person : the dear me.

to dear me-2

Im a person of large scales. I do appreciate small scales but they don’t attract me to a large extent. I am a person of big dreams, of big jobs.
But here lies the point: in order to achieve big, in order to think big, u need to see urself big at first.
Well, tell me baby.
How big are u? whats ur scale?

Due: 6 weeks.